Looking for direction

I am looking for direction
For I have no reason

Of the inconsequential colors
And their search
And their presence
By movements

I am looking for direction
For I have no reason

To justify the season
Of heart aches and light
The untruth and madness
Darkness and death

I am looking for direction
For I have no reason

For my unsequenced thoughts
And shadowy feelings
For my days and days
Of endless living

I am looking for direction
For I have no reason